a stress trigger and an emotional trigger

and that day when i decided that i don't want to talk to you anymore ?
that old neighbor lady of mine,
that crazy abusive lady with her shrill voice
and her kleptomaniac gossipy ways,
she came visiting our building
and talked to the neighbors
and her voice i could hear from inside my apartment
as she talked to the neighbors upstairs
and a few hours after that,
I quickly emailed you ...a
nd broke my resolve to never email you again..
THAT DAY IN FEBRUARY, it was a stress trigger that caused me to email you

seven years ago,
that day when i saw that thin wiry green eyed kind kid help me without
me asking for it
and that one second where our eyes met just before i got into the elevator
and i saw that he had GREEN EYES just like yours,it was a flash of
missing you and of being reminded of you.
i got out of the elevator,
got into the apartment and quickly emailed you that day
and we hadn't spoken in almost a year by then.
that day when i emailed you like that after seeing that green eyed boy?
THAT was because of AN EMOTIONAL TRIGGER.