Old people and botox--Self loathing?

what would make a 40 yr old person think that they can deal with poking needles in their face just so that there are no wrinkles on their face?
Why are 40 yr old women so so eager to not have wrinkles on their face?
Do they have such disrespect for their "old" selves?Why are they so hesistant to be proud of their age?
Is it because they associate youth with attention?
Whose attention are they seeking? The people who pay attention to only taut skin?
So,it looks like , these people disregard their own comfort and are only viewing themselves as tools of visual pleasure for other people?
And how come their self esteem is only based on a wrinkleless skin?
Is there nothing else to back their personality?
So,did they spend their whole life time only basing their self esteem on being a person with a desirable wrinkleless skin and nothing else?
perhaps.
Perhaps their appearance was the only thing they think is worthy enough of notice in their personality.
Wanting to look younger and healthy is one thing...but just poking yourself with needless in a desperate attempt to not have wrinkles is another.

wrinkles are CREASES...they are places on the skin where FOLDS exist, to facilitate movement .
WRINKLES are functional places  on the skin!
Places on our body ,that move a lot will develop creases around them just to have enough loose skin to accomdote bending and movement,for eg, like the eyes,which blink every few seconds and the mouth which moves a lot during eating and talking .
so,having WRINKLES is normal,it is part of normal anatomy.

I think youth lies in attitude.The more worthy you feel about yourself and your mind, the more likely the youthfulness shows on the face.
If you have done enough in your life ,you are confident,and when you are self assured your body language demonstrates it.

I just have a note for women who look like masks with no expression on their faces..That mask kinda gives away the insecurity.. the desperation.The botox mask face says, "like me like me because I don't like myself and I base my self esteem on you looking at me like an object of letch"

The botox stiffenned face kinda makes you look like a sad old woman/man wanting other people to look at it and look at that taut maks like face as visual stimulus..hmmmmmm

Why are wrinkles so bad? hmmmmm..Isn't one suppossed to have achieved something worthy of being proud of by the time the wrinkles appear so that there is a fall back cushion of achievement to fall back on?Where is the self confidence?

Either ways,good looks are NOT YOUR OWN DOING ever.They are just a product of a genetic lottery that happens during gamete fusion.
so,really,in my opinion,people who place a lot confidence in themselves because they look good are only taking credit for nature's miracles when their parents copulated...Go find something to be proud of that is YOUR OWN DOING...

Phosphoribosylpyrophosphate sythetase and an anger chain

It was a great morning. I woke early just as I had planned, I had to study up a lot of stuff..
I start reading the first line..Yeah.. phosphoribosylpyrophosphate and yeah, gout.. and then i remember one particular jack ass that was just a selfish piece of shit. I mean.. there is no dearth of assholes all over the place right?
Chance is,, if you are a young beautiful female doctor,, you might meet even more jackasses each day and the chance is..if you look a little naive..they might try and harass you too..
the point is.. there is no point in letting them get away with it.. just let those assholes say insensitive pointless jackassish things to you just coz they cant get their hormones under control once they see a beautiful woman and then get away with it..All coz you think you dont want to waste your energy coming back with a retort coz you know that these jackasses are that way because of their upbringing and their general airheadedness.
hmmmmmmm..but you know what... retorting and telling them that they need to shove it is a better idea than letting it go and then constantly reminiscing it later and getting angry about them.
So yeah.. the whole of yesterday , i never went beyond phosphoribosylpyrophosphate synthetase, coz memories of all the cheap assholes that i come across each day as part of my work and otherwise flooded my head.I just wanted to make all those idiots stand in a line and slap them real hard one after another. hmmmmmmm..like that is going to happen.
But what i can do is make sure that i never allow assholes to say stupid things just coz they think i am naive and wont have a retort..
The anger chain wont just go away for some reason the whole day..I couldnt progress beyond a single paragraph about Gout.
I finally closed the book and listened to some Jason mraz.. it took an hour of music before i could stop being angry..gosh...Music heals..as in.. it shifts the brain processes from one part of brain to a whole another part and thus helps resting that part of the brain.
Also, i think i was far too angry coz i hadnt managed enough sleep.. I had gone 36hrs with no proper sleep.. sleep is so important .. to let the brain heal.
There are a lot of parents who are going to bring up children who will so abused and abandoned that they are going to grow up anyways and become abusive adults who harrass young happy women..You cannot go and correct that abberation in this universe..So , therefore, expecting all these messed up assholes to suddenly become nice people is too much to ask .. but what one can do though is. .preserve oneself.never allow the assholes to get away with abusive behaviour.. give it back to them in the same measure..that way..you dont take the brunt of your own anger for letting a roadside asshole try and be disrespectful to you.
These people are nasty coz they are very unhappy with themselves..they are not nasty coz they think you deserve to be talked trash to...they are trashy coz that is all they are capable of..that is all they have to offer..The trick is..never allow them to dole out the trash to you.. stay away and if you cannot stay away..make it very clear that you think that they are trash and that you dont want any part of it.. that sets them right..
You see , most trash talkers are worthless people who are angry on themselves for being trash and that anger translates into jealousy when they see that someone else has managed to become this nice person who is not very angry with themselves and that inturn makes them jealous with you and that somehow makes them want to create trouble for you , just so that you get a lil bit unhappy and then you get angry and then you are just a little bit more messed up ..ya know..
So , when an asshole comes around with a smirk on his face and tries to trash talk..you kick him in the nuts and send him his way.. there is no other nice way to do it..coz the assholes dont understand the nice language.They only understand the language of force, obligation and harrassment..they understand a strong "fuck off and get away from me " rather than" mr so and so..maybe you should not harrass young women this way"